Change is tough

Change is good but it is tough. I understand the source of my constant uncomfortability the changes necessary are very tough. Many mistakes have to be answered for many things must be completed before can fully shake off all the burden that weighs on me. However I truly feel suspended right now. Stuck in that inbetween place between who I want to be and who I was. The pain of change runs deep, as carrie underwood once sung "it starts with goodbye." Well I now eagerly await this numbness to fade away.